Okay, Okay. i know no ones going to read this but I am NO LONGER writing Fragile Dawn nor Kohona High. Fragile Dawn is "Badly Written" and Kohona High is more than a useless story taking up time....so I'll be concetrating on my other stories. Their updates might take time buts its going to be good...I guess.

I want Chocolate....TT-TT I am so sick of everything at this point I am bound to explode and tell someone off right at this point. I am so tired of ALWAYS being put down for something that I am better at than, than my drawings, my singing and my acting. You know what - I GIVE UP!!!

This is so absurd!!! SOMEONE got me in trouble with the Devart and for this, my two chapters of Kohona High was deleted! This is freakin' insane. I hate this.


Why I am even bothering with this...no one cares anyways.

Have you ever been to that point where you find yourself in a situation where people who are suppose to be there for you are critizing you and are taking minor name calling to a whole new level?

That's me. people I know are always doing shit like that to me and I don't know how to stop it at all..I am too soft but also cold hearted (On my bad days)but it seems that they are doing because of one person. What should I do? Should I punch the shit out of G (That' not his name but I don't use names.)? Should I tell E/J off? Should I tell J (diffrent J, because the guy has a nickname and it starts with a J) off?
Should I just ignore them and make them see how it is?

I need an answer, please help me. If anyone helps, i will give something in return!

This is something like what I did in "Postings", my other journal but I am Serious in this one. I am not going to be posting until I get on my feet again. I think I may have been strucken with Writer's block for the time being. I have some oneshots that I want to post/ Stories that I want to post but I have to try to work on them without getting caught up with plot bunnies that are flowing through my head. Literally.
I plan on writing Candyman - a Death Note oneshot that will have two versions - One for my friend who is getting used to Yaoi and the other version having MY version!
Chapter 18 part 2 of Kohona High and Part 19 - My friend has been asking and asking for the chapters and so I will try to do my best to complete them as good as I can. Another that I have been writing is Fight for All of The Wrong Reasons - Another Death Note Yaoi - This involves MattxMello/LxLight/MikamixOC romance and how their lives are going to be drastically changed when a few Impossible obstacles come in their lives, leaving them in ways that could possibly leave them to take extreme measures or possibly worse concequences.
Breaking Beyond Control - RyuTira story that my best friend XxFragileblackroseXx requested a while back and I written to chapter 6 in my (Fucked up, Red and ugly) notebook but decided to post on DeviantArt. I am thinking about posting the prolouge to the life she never had but then I can't find the first page/the plot! T-T I am kind of pathetic when it comes to loosing things...
But other than that....I am not going to be posting for a while on this site, school is coming up and like I said before, I have to get in gear before I flunk and then things will lead to another... I will be fucked. (Not in the literal sense though.)
OH! I almost forgot, I want to do a One shot (Death Note related) on How much I HATE Near, I think he's irratating and a prick! I think I might start to work on it soon... For the [link] because I am sort of in the club or whatever and I wanted to write it for the longest!!!


See Ya Around!
Adios!
UnratedCrimsonBlood

Please Comment....

Seriously. I am not making postings for a simple reason -Comments. I am really tired of working REALLY hard on my pieces and no one really check them out - just because their writings and not fan arts like everybody else's.
I am SO SORRY THAT I CAN'T BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
Whatever....
Screw this crappy journal, all I know is that I am not posting until my thoughts are cleared up again - which won't be for a while.
School is starting back up again, its my Sophmore year and I have to get my Puerto Rican ass in gear if not... Failing doom is calling my name in this.